Speak your full:)

2010-07-12T01:38:00.002+08:00

sequence counts alot
the way things happen.
whatever has happened
is the past.
when you love someone you can always
wait for them or chase them because you want to,
but make sure they will chase you too
instead of always giving you the chase
and thats when you know that they are worth it.
those who love you wanna see your smile and
share your joy.
when you love someone,
don't try and test the the love you guys have.
instead make it strong for the real deal that may happen.
love and don't look back.
words said after cock ups are worth nothing.
learn and prepare for the next one.
there are no winners just losers.
cos you guys were definately once happy.
feelings that we show may seem childish
but honestly thats what we feel.
so let themm know.
if you are a woman be one
if you're a man be one.
if your woman wants to be a man.
let them shoulder the responsibility
if your man wants to be a woman,
tell him to fuck off.

i wanted you to run after me
i wanted you to understand
i expected you to know what i was doing
i never thought you would take it that way
but whats done is done
i dont want to run after you no more.
and i know you dont want to either.
you're will always be in there, somewhere for as long as you like:)
so long enjoy:)
till we meet again.

2010-07-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

i knew you
i wish i knew more
you gave me the impression that you were all smiles
i never knew.

wherever you are now
i hope you've found what you were looking for
peace.
i will always remember you
especially your smile
cos then you looked happy

remembering you
rest in peace:)

i'm back and i don't why blogging is GAY

2010-06-24T22:13:00.001+08:00

i just realised how dumb i was three years ago
how i talked three years ago
things have changed
i hope it changes more:)

2007-07-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

well yesterday, was the best day in like a month la
although i went to work, nobody bought any perfume.
but ended up eating at the kalland, forgot the restaurant name,
except that i know, it's opposite no signboard seafood restaurant.

well after that went down to dhoby ghaut to meet jackson.
but this was the irritating part, cos we like met up aat 10.30
but were still thinking for a place to club,wel partially because
of me, i still underage.

but the most happening thing was this part,the last place i ever thought we would go.
Zouk!!! lol.
i dunno how alan talked to the bouncer, but all i knew was that, he never check for my IC. ahahahahh...

freaking happy la..well, at first it was normal, but the hype was there cos of the crowd, but later the high started to kick in. ended up dancing with these two girls whom i dun really remember their names now, but the funny part is that they kept asking me my age...so in the end show them my IC, lol...next thing i know.i'm called
weak..lol...cos was pretty high i started dancing with them and i kept bending over.
well drank with them, camwhored. yup. damn fun!!..

2007-07-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

well just felt like blogging.
buddy for the day was william.
he's damn funny la...
not that he makes jokes,
but actually he kinda like the joke.

we were sitting outside taka.
infront of Chanel.
and he was like"this CHANNEL..."
cannot take it...
just could not help but laugh..
but lucky he's not those sensitive kind la..

and considering last time i used to hate him
i think he actually quite a funny guy la...

well did not sell any perfume until like five plus
felt like shit,
but all was well when we went back to the office.

well not really having fun selling perfume
partially because not really earning much
and it's real hard work.

but yea..have to.

2007-07-23T03:17:00.000+08:00

just finished the book
and trust me it's hot
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

2007-07-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

life is getting boring
same shit happens everyday
and lesser friends around.

well i have just realised
in this month of july,
i have left friends in school
and friends at work have left me
not saying that they won't be back
but like i said,
it's getting boring.

2007-07-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

2007-07-14T01:17:00.000+08:00

well i just love the the comment on friendster that i left for dionisious or whatever the fuck his name is. well it's because of people like them...we all have to fucking pitch for perfume. and seriously perfume is hard. it can be done, no doubt. but just alot more drops of sweat and a much more tired and aching pair of legs and hands.

and oh yea... P.S. dun fucking shout at me when you can't get it your way. you owe me a favour not the other way around. it does not pay to be kind. so fuck all forms helping people and charity except when i pitch.

and i'm saying this again, i miss school to the core especially the threessome thats left there, see you guys soon!

2007-07-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

It's always been about you.
Don't really know how
i can change that
but i have to.

It's not about the time and money
that you spend with someone
that makes you realise
how much that person is worth
It is the feelings
that have generated

in other words,
you will only know how much
you've spent
when you've lost it.

So, stop spending too much
cause eventually when the
time is up for you guys,
the bill will come in a huge
amount.
And guess what?
Your heart pays for it.
DEARLY.

2007-07-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

well, it has been a happening two weeks la...lol
lets start from thursday

while eating my Ben&jerry ice cream i recive a call from some dude
claiming to be my course manager, asking me why i did not go to school that day
and insists that he wants to dismiss me from school.
so instead of being dismissed, andrew decides to withdraw.
so now andrew is a full-time professional executive fundraiser events sales and mraketing management trainee. in short SALESMAN! lol

well still missing you guys.take care.

P.S. i am now labelled a skinny bitch by my dear friend.

2007-06-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

i wish i was a girl!
okie not really.
but it looks damn fun la
go shopping can buy so much stuff,
ACCESSORIES!
like so many different types of earings.
necklaceses.
bracelets.
just put it this way going shopping with a girl,
makes me jealous.
dun need to go for NS
graduate early.
arh fuck dun think so much already.

well watched fantastic four with chariot yesterday, not bad la. then went window shopping and ended up buying some stuff. lego man, lol,.. from fourskin. then went down to orchard to shop for shirts and to visit my bag, but it's not there anymore, so instead gonna buy gucci.and i got ripped off buying a shirt. yea that sucked.
well after that met up with alan and somehow got so much impulse to shave my head until i did it. but no regrets just alot of coments. well i'll try and upload the pics.

2007-06-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

long timeeeeee

past few days havent had the energy to even on the com, fuck!
but it was worth it.
well just came back from marina south with reece, had dinner at long beach
well the food was all right, but the service sucked and the waiting time was
a turn off. well it seems that i have gotten what i wanted this week but it also feels like i lack something.what it is, i have yet to find out.
trying to

2007-06-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

well...it's been long since i bloggged, tired.
today, got my deck!
ha!
fun man.went down to kallang, met up with the long lost friends,
then headed down to youthpark.
well sucked for the first two hours
and realised that my ass kinda hurts and so does my wrist
but yea, it went well after that
never tot i'd say this but...i miss school already
the friends and the chicks!

2007-06-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

ha!...today first thing i do when i walk out of my house is i forget to bring is my ez-link, so walked back into my house get it and go down to wait for the bus. On the way down, *although i live one the ninth floor i still take the stairs for special reasons* i come to the first floor, step down the last fleet of stairs, i fell down and landed on my feet, but with absolutely no grace. immediate reaction was look right and then look left, scout for anyone who what happened, luckily no one...andrew never throw so much face..lol.. but it gets better once i reach the bus stop. the bus was just in sight when i was trying to find my phone so that i can plug in the ear piece, when i realise i did not bring my phone out.
so fucking sot la!

well cabbed down to school and met up with samuel, well studied ael. well after the test felt good la...the only test that i know i would atleast fail gracefully..not like eg2 and engmec. well after that headed to town to meet up with chariot.

wanted to watch a movie, but lido got no time slots that were convinient at all. so ended up window shopping. went down to wisma topshop where she bought this neckless, gotta admit la, it looked good man, well all i bought were a pair of flip flops from topman. well after that headed down to paragon, needed to have closure on whether they still had the bag i wanted, well good news..they do..but not in my colour, nevermind the bag can already. well went in, felt abit shit la, cos i'm not really allowed to step into paragon cos of the management. *long story* but i decided not to bother la...well saw this shop, that wowed me man. The Link. well not of it's products la, but the shop itself damn classy damn elegant la. yup, the headed back to far east to buy a shirt, nut did not have much cash on hand, so yea forget it.

well left chariot to meet up with alan, go search for reece's birthday present. went down to taka, went into mont blanc, and saw this belt that was freaking nice. well reserved it for monday. well he's a good boss,it's only right to get him something nice. well after that met reece at bugis and went back to the office, felt tired.

but as soon as i saw the crowd downstairs, wah, like cannot resist it sia, but it was like going to be six already..but nevermind i asked reece let me go down for a little while, until 6.45.wah damn happy sia, then went one round around dbs building, then went back, well it was good la, $ 110.

well after that went down to Amk to eat, and now i'm home. so yea, kinda of tired.

yesterday + today

2007-06-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

well, yesterday was a blue day woke up sick, but still went to work, even after my mom's dire warnings to stay at home, but no, andrew think he very strong, still go work.
but after just afew hours, andrew no more strong!...lol...ended up taking a cab home and telling the uncle to lower the aircon, cos i was freezing.well reach home, havent even take out my socks, alr hear my mom telling me"i told you so", ahhhhhhhh...sot with her sia....but nvm, straightaway go sleep, wake up later that night, feeling even worse. but today felt much better, went down to meet reece they all just for dinner.

2007-05-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

today, woke up for work late, had to cab down, but good thing no extra shit charges today.
well area was city hall=)..love it like it. then had to go off early, headed down to town to buy
my long awaited onitsuka shoe, but....the two pairs of shoes that i find hot enough, got no size,
at all their freaking outlets! how sway can i get???...
well headed down to far east and tried out leftfoot, well also no size..by that time, too sot already, ended up buy converse=(..but nvm..it still looks good, so yup, no regrets getting it, the rest was just buying other acessories.
well yea nothing much today

2007-05-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

It's a public holiday!...and i am soo happy for you guys, cos andrew has to work.
haaaaaa...not that it's a bad thing, but sometimes andrew needs rest, to tend
to his painful and aching body, yes this posts i solely dedicated to self pity.
i need it every once in a while.

thanks

2007-05-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

well i like the skin alot;)
but i am incapable of searching for a skin like this,
soooo, i have this friend, her name, if i'm not wrong it's chariot..heee
help me out by picking this skin
sooo, THANKS! =)

i'm back

2007-05-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

ha!..well, stopped blogging for a couple of days now,
due to an unforseen circumstance,haa,
cos my blog got abit of problem,
no cbox no shit.
but now ut's all solved.
=)

2007-05-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

today was fine
just happy to get some time to spend time with my Potong pasir friends,
went to town with them, then headed down to toa payoh, then back to potong pasir,
well had some drinks with them, talked, caught up and yea, i really enjoyed it,
but yea..work happens tomorrow, i wanna make myself proud!

2007-05-27T13:05:00.000+08:00

Once again blogging about the past(which is like only yesterday)
well started off the day waiting..gaa..no la..
can't really complain did that to chariot the other time,
so now can say retribution la, so it's alright chariot!..lol

well met up with her to watch that show blades of glory.
ha! damm freaking funny, they seem to enjoy cracking each other's balls
which actually appeases you, in some sick way la...but yea it's damm funny,
and oh yea, they have counselling for sex addicts, so anyone need help, go watch
lol

well after that just sat at mccafe, talk and talk, cos actually was stranded for awhile,
was supposed to meet up wth reece, but he had some stuff to di, so had to wait, but i realise
that these few days,i'm always in the middle of nowhere cos i am stuck waiting to meet someone
but yea..sot..

but yea, chariot headed down to her TCC at bugis,well sounded like she was waiting this day for quite sometime,hope he enjoyed it though, well i on the other hand went down to farrer park to meet reece and alan,then went all the way down to ang mo kio

well at ang mo kio, ate pepper lunch, and that was the first time i ate pepper lunch,
so i really throw face, cos when the dish came, i just looked at it, cos i thought i'd wait till reece's and line's food came, then eat together, but shit, i was supposed to mix it, cos it was not really cooked, and i was supposed to cook it. so yea, reece helped me la, while i just mixed it, i mean how the fuck was i supposed to know, or maybe i am supposed to...hai..lol

well, after pepper lunch, headed down to suntec, supposed to watch some fish exhibition, but by the time we reached there we were too late, so headed down to lee kuan yew's house..haha...no la..down the road like 3 houses from where he stayed, to just take a drink to see where we wanted to go.

so yea, in the end we picked up jackson, and headed down to ngee ann poly, to visit that pub, HALO pub, well it was not bad, very nice pub to chill and just relax, while they sang their songs,it was great la.

2007-05-26T01:11:00.000+08:00

today morning was great,
had a chance to sleep in a lil bit la,
woke up at 9.30a.m. took my time too get ready,
and reach school, well on the way, i realise something,
the small things that people do for you adds up to alot.
well today i felt that, samuel called, asked me,
"where are you?"
"i'm in the bus"
"oh ok,i waiting for you at the cheers"
well this might sound quite normal to other friends,
but well honestly speaking,nobody has ever waited for me,
without me asking them to or without me saying sorry to them,
cos i'm late.
well, i just need and want to say thanks man.
=)

well had two tutorials and i finally found out that i freaking
way behind in my tutorial submissions and online stuff,
so i decided to wake my idea up man.

well, after school,met chariot, to watch pirates of the carribean!
well gotta say thanks to her man, did not have anyone
to watch it with me, only sam, but he was already going with jaclyn
at a much earlier time and so yea,could not really join them because of engmec.
but the show was good la,no complain at all, just that i thought that fella
orlando bloom was goona die,but well good thing he did not,
and oh yea, i like the newly crowned queen. lol.

well after the show, met up with sam,tommy, jacyln,amanda and iris, sent
chariot off, and just joined them walking around town, and ended up eating at lido's mac,
and that was the first time i ate inside,felt abit funny la, but nvm, it was great, got to know
more about jaclyn and amanda.

well after, they decided to leave, went down back to cineleisure to meet up with
yun hao and hanting, went down to boat quay, chill with them. and yea, miss them alot la,
so yea, it was fun too.

i had a great day....heeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2007-05-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

gaaaaaaa...
i'm dying..i'm becoming more and more tired everyday, i think i can't take working and schooling at the same time in the same day,really, my back hurts my legs ache and my freaking brain is pounding so damm hard in my head. well today went to work instead of going to school my buddies were wei peng and sam..well the area was great.and our results weren't that bad either, but well had to rush to potong pasir to go see the doctor, had to to make up some shit..in the end i had gotten so many different types of medicine..heck..can't use it anyway..not sick at all...needed the mc badly..anyway..yea that was my day...not really eventful but well..

2007-05-23T18:15:00.000+08:00

well,
today was a freaking boring day in school cos of the tight lesson plan, really turn off sia,8 a.m. all the way until 6 p.m. but luckily we pon the lasts lesson..3 hour lecture!..haha..all decided by the toss of a coin which fell in a drain. we then headed down to play some b-ball,well it's getting much more fun everytime i play, so yea decided to cab home damn tired but ohter than that nothing much lar..

2007-05-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

i wanna be alone and not alone at the same time,
i feel loved and love back,
at the same time
i dun wanna feel like there's a leash around my neck
so someone please show me where i can find that.

2007-05-21T00:19:00.000+08:00

well..started off the day with cleaning the house and washing the clothes kinda of lazy to do it but no choice,mother always say "it's your house too, so keep it clean!". Had lunch at home then headed down to town to meet up with joseph to buy chariot's present. Then meet up with her but joseph had to go home so went to watch that show priceless. but it was damm funny,we were queing up all the way until the booth and we still did not really know what time we were gonna watch spiderman 3.wah, i damm stun,panic cos the queue behind us freaking long but in the end,yea we watched priceless.it's a damn good show la..although it's in french, and that actress audrey tautou...gaaaaaaaa...she's hot...but to me her face look abit old..but she still hot...after that met up with reece,alan and lina...went to eat teppan yaki at wisma...the food was nice but the uncle making it look damn weird la...like scary abit..but anyway..headed home after that..

chariot

2007-05-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

well this one here is just for you
happy birthday wondergirl!lol
well just hope that everything you do will keep you
satisfied and that you are happy!
enjoy the one day of the year that you can actually behave like an heiress
enjoy

yeasterday

2007-05-20T11:52:00.000+08:00

well..since i was too gone to blog about yeaterday yesterday, then i shall blog about yeaterday today. well started sick again,but still went to work anyway.for the day my buddy was rickson and kah gee and we went to my playground!! haha...but the fuck part was that it was too damm sadist.and i only came back with $350.juice sucking! but the night took a turn when i was at ah hao's bitrhday,at boat quay.how was i to know that just ard 5 glasses of martell would make high to high..walo eh..dieded sia. hanting and ah hao had to put me in the cab. well what can i say i vomited in the pub toilet,at the plagroung at my house and the drain under the void deck.cannot take it sia. then went to find my neighbourhood friends but ended up sleeping at the void deck with them. but the hardest part was going back home. my dad was still awake and so was everyone else.die! but manged to do it by keeping myself steady.went straight to room and back into the toilet and back into my bed..

2007-05-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

i have just fulfilled my wish to be out of the politics circling around the office,and for once i feel sincerely peacful with cash and happiness within, (okay that sentence was abit gay).. today started off ike crap actually..felling sick like shit but i just chose to be quite abt it. To make matters worst i was asigned to be alone and at first it felt like shit...but once i stepped out of the office,it really felt good, no worries! i do whatever the fuck i want!..lol...so yea...started by slacking until joseph came...then officially got abit of mood...but overall just happy with the gong i brought back...yup...after that just go to shaw tower with yong liang to eat...and then went home,...kinda boring day actually but..happy..

2007-05-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

well, lets see, first my freaking skinny jeans tore and my heart felt numb for a few moments, *sadded* but that was the only bad thing so today was fun la overall especially practical class for AEL. the teacher is damm funny, he looks like your average ah long and behaves like one, but when you disturb him it's like you are scared and not scared at the same time but really he's damm cartoon. the other tutorial was even better, cos we had to take this quiz and if you dun study means you won't be able to write anything andddd yea..i did not study and so i wrote my name and the date and waited for samuel and choke to finish so that we could leave together but then the temptation to look to the left and the right really overwhelmed me..lol...but that teacher fucking smart, he give the papers all diferent questions for alternate tables..then he saw me and said.."andrew.. there's no use looking over..." then i said i know...then that buger made this remark that really throw my face.."oh.just wanted to let you know cos i scared that you stupid enough to copy the wrong answers"...wah...really damm funny. but i'm loving it this way...no problems..just a free mind.

2007-05-17T10:42:00.000+08:00

yay!...
this class was freaking useful,i used the time to customize my blog..lol, but i still damn sot about the blogskin. i still can't change it!

2007-05-17T09:32:00.000+08:00

well,
what can i say,i lost my virginity of blogging to the gay side of me, which is really kind of sad but i think this blog should be useful,or atleast i hope so..

morning madness

2007-05-17T09:23:00.000+08:00

well,i'm in class now with the teacher i hate the most in my semester this year.He is practically an asshole who will use whatever he can to take the mickey out of you. Anyway, today cannot work,damm sadded cos my class finishes at 6 and that really sucks,well we'll see whats in store for me today and oh yea, might be going down to TP to sell some fuck shit for my IS module...

2007-05-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

i'm not here for now.